i have my period
Not something i would usually announce in a place accessible to the whole world, but one thing i like about periods, despite the cramps and the moodswings, is the fact that i can wear nail polish :3
Yesterday was a really busy day. I had gym in the morning, and then (awkwardly) wore my school uniform to go to school as one of my friends left something of mine in the class cupboard (just to find out, by the way, that everything in the class cupboards had been thrown away, so there goes my book...), and so after that i decided to check out Regal Nails outside school because i've been looking forward to a manicure and pedicure for a loooong time.
Found out the prices of a manicure with french tips and then i went home, drenched in sweat.
At home, i found out i had my thing! Which made me super hyper but also slightly annoyed, because if i had just known from school i wouldn't have to travel aaalllll the way back home, what more with the horrid weather.
Called to get an appointment and had my nails done. I really, realllyyy have been inspired by Bill Kaulitz (Haha wouldn't you be surprised) and so i decided to have french tips on my fingernails.
I think they can look either nice or very awful. Unfortunately, my whole family had an opinion of the latter -_-
Then, for toenails, i was thinking of doing it myself, but i didn't want to mess with my manicured fingernails so i just got them to do it for me instead.
Hehehehe i got inspired by Mary. Sorry Mary! Saw you wearing it at the beach and thought it was purdy :3
And i was sitting there happily as the only customer, when suddenly guess who walks in?
The PRINCIPAL.
I know it's very bad and stereotypical to think that principals are the extremely hard-working types who have no time for some self-indulgence, so i shrugged that thought off. What sort of freaked me out was the fact that she walked in on the exact same day and TIME i was there.
It was on the tip of my tongue to say at least a "Hello", and personally i can't stand those people who know you but ignore you, but i was so intimidated! So i just did what i do best - stare.
I think she knew i was staring at her. I think she recognised me too. 0_0
Well so that was in the afternoon.
Had gym again at night, and i discovered something startling about myself there.
I am attracted to gays.
(If anybody says anything about Bill i shall kick you in the ass)
No no no, i mean masculine gays. Masculine men, who talk very... uh. Cutely.
Or at least that's my opinion of them. Cute.
I have this obviously gay gym instructor. Sometimes you can just tell that people are gay by the way they talk.
Okay, okay.You're going to tell me i'm contradicting myself now because Bill doesn't talk like a straight man either and i believe he's not gay. Fine, gym instructors... Well they seem gay until proven otherwise.
(In Bill's case it's because of the video where he said he's not gay! :D)
And in many cases, they really, really do not seem straight.
I don't know why. I just find them very appealing. I don't know if, once again, my passion for androgyny has gotten in the way and i like any men with any kind of feminine quality.
I don't know if i find the way they talk, i.e, girly, very. Attractive.
(The seemingly-gay instructors: *Claps hands twice* Okay! Now change leg!
Me: Thinks- Hehe.So gay. And cute.)
I don't know! I just like gays.
I think i should make a parody of Katy Perry's 'Ur so Gay' and call it 'Ur So Gay...And Cute.'
-_-
And it never really hit me before, but it's starting to get to me : I miss my friends!
Well i keep thinking about the most random things. Ida, i somehow keep thinking about that Big Bang parody that got both you and I giggling like shitz.
Hahaha.
And i miss flooding smses about merepek things with tifa ):
Now one person is halfway across the world probably muke-azing at Gaspard/Bill look-a-likes and another one probably looks like someone ripped her favourite teddybear apart and going "YES MAAM!"
Only Serious.B and i are left! And i keep..procrastinating with Serious.
Procrastinating as in, procrastinating to call her.
Two (Or was it three?) days ago : Aishah, in an sms: I want to talk to you!
Me: Ok, tonight!
*That whole day i was really busy so i told her tomorrow*
Next day: Me: I'll call you today.
Aishah: Haha k.
*Once again, I didn't.*
Yesterday: Me: Ok, ok. Today.
*Makes a promise to self to make some time to call Aishah*
In the end, i received an sms from Aishah: Eh, i'm tired ah. Call you tomorrow.
Me: Omg! That was exactly what i was about to tell you!
Today: Me: I'll call you when i get back home from gym tonight.
*Went somewhere after gym, came home, played the comp and didn't call Aishah*
-_-.
Tomorrow okay, dude. Or rather, today, considering it's almost 2AM in the morning.
-__-.
And by the way, speaking of Aishah, i read her blog just now.
Among the few things i hate intensely, i also hate it when people who have wronged you act as though nothing has happened. Seriously, i think it takes some conscience and common sense to realise that things can never actually be the same.
And yeah, to blame it on stupid things like immaturity or just 'being like that' - Totally unacceptable excuse. Speaks volumes of your personality, or should i say, lack of it.
But it's okay Aishah, we'll move on, and just let these kinds of people go on in their deluded oblivious worlds. At least we have each other. (Omg, so gay. Hahaha.)
ATIFA AND IDA COME BACK QUICKLY! I just realised that I really don't have much time left!
This whole week i'll have to study for my IELTS, the English exam i have to take at the British Council building. It's next Saturday, on the 13th of December, and literally takes up the whole day.
Then on the 14th i'm immediately flying to Australia for about 5 days. In other words, i won't get to spend both my birthday and the release of Twilight in Singapore.
And then, i have slightly less than two weeks till January. I'm leaving Singapore on the 1st of January because my term starts on the 6th of January.
TIME FLIES SO FAST!!
Whatever happens, we have to take neoprints. At least once or twice more.
inside out at 2:00 AM
